Are we living in an unfair or an unkind world?
The holiday season is here. Every where I see greetings. I do not celebrate Christmas, but cannot help think of this or any other festivals that I do celebrate. When depressed I have always told myself the world is unkind. It is not my fault that I am miserable. Could the universes be conspiring against me? As much as I try to convince myself that, I come to believe the contrary. Can I shrink myself into being happy? Can I be happy?
I do everything I am supposed to do. I will continue to everything I am supposed to do. I will live my life. Is it to the ''''fullest'''' is not a question I can answer.Hopefully someday someone will answer it for me.
Once in a youthful zeal I had declared that 'The best kind of happiness, is that when you are not trying to be happy.' Maybe I was wrong. Maybe I was right. It doesn't matter, for I have realised that, the answer does not matter. Very little does when you are happy.
